23 8 / 2014
29 7 / 2014
It’s that moment I realized, what started off small but grew everyday.
It’s eating at me now, I feel as if I’m fading away.
You wanna believe in someone, you wanna believe in something
You wanna believe that you can love again.
Did I do that to you? Is it my fault?
Should I have said what I never said? Instead of locking it in my vault?
It’s true, that I miss you. Everyday I think about you and cry.
It’s been so long, I left you, and I ask myself why?
Why am I sad, I did this.
I was so afraid of hurting you, that I killed myself.
So yes, it’s true, I miss you.
Yes, it’s true, I’ve cried for you.
I’ve cried to myself in the darkest rooms,
but I can’t find my way out of this runes.
I’m so sorry I hurt you, I wish I could take it all back.
I’m so sorry I hurt you, and stab myself in the back.